Saturday, September 26, 2026
Hello everyone!
Autumn is upon us, and I have found myself entering a depressive episode. Fun!
I’m currently mainly focusing on keeping myself alive, I’m still struggling with severe anemia… I have a diagnostic hospital stay planned, but it’s in a month…
Apart from health problems, I’ve been focusing a lot on trying to find a source of income… And on trying to finish up some projects I’ve started, before uni comes in and takes up all my free time. Oh, yes, I’m doing another Bachelor’s, now. I’m gonna be real, it’s mainly so I still have student status while I am still egligible-age for it.
All the best.
~ Aleph and Amber
Thursday, August 20, 2026
Tuesday, August 11, 2026
The following is a recounting. Or perhaps - a retelling.
“As you feel yourself…
Come to…
You feel…
Gentle strokes along your back.
You slowly…
Wake.”
“The room is warm. I feel it.
Thirty-four days. [Read more...]
Sunday, August 2, 2026
Hello everyone. I come to my blog this time to complain and vent my anger.
I am to, in a couple days, pick up my Bachelor’s diploma in media arts. In order to be able to do that, I am obligated to leave digital documentation of my thesis work (my film, “The Messenger”) on a physical medium.
The medium that I am required to use to do this is a flash drive.
If you know at least a little bit about data storage, you’ll know this is an exceptionally stupid choice for a student thesis archive. [Read more...]
Tuesday, June 16, 2026
I live inside an animal
Despite being bound to it
I am the one in charge
I do not particularly like this animal
But I do pity it
Life has crudely carved scars upon its surface
A souvenir from the challenges it has faced
I have not always been kind to this animal
But I’m trying to be better
I’m doing my best to feed it well
I’m doing my best to keep up with its needs
To most people, I am not visible.
The animal is what they see.
But a curious few have looked into my eyes.
I let them have my animal.
They may appreciate it more than I do.
Almost all the time, I wish I could exist without it.
But just as all I have is it, all it has is me.