Thursday, June 11, 2026
Obezwładniaj mnie czułością
Paraliżuj uważnością
Proszę oswój mnie
Uznaj tylko to co jest
Chciej być blisko
~ Mela Koteluk, Nie Zasypiaj
translation (mine):
Incapacitate me with tenderness
Paralyze me with attentiveness
Please tame me
Acknowledge only what is
Long to be close
Wednesday, June 10, 2026
I need a part of you
On ownerless ground
I need a point of support
In my torn state of mind
I need your hand
You can save me from what
I want to get back to all haunts
That have been hunting me
~ Mela Koteluk, In the Meantime
Thursday, June 4, 2026
We’ll see creation come undone
These bones that bound us will be gone
We′ll stir our spirits till we’re one
Then soft as shadows we’ll become
Porter Robinson, Sea of Voices
Sunday, March 23, 2025
I can’t stand that you’re talking
When you shouldn’t be living
I didn’t dodge all your bullets
Just denied that they hit me
So when my body is bleeding
I wont admit that this hurts
Because admitting isn’t fixing
So then what is it worth?
You’re the thoughts that I feared
You’re the mountains that I’ve conquered
If I told you I loved you
Would you reach out and touch me?
You taste like the ocean
And your body’s disgusting
The only reason you breathe is
To sleep through the night
The only reason you speak is to
Tell me that I’m fine
~ my heart goes bum bum bum by flatsound